Uni is seriously exhausting these days. I can barely think after the long trip home (Coupled with serious lack of sleep and malnutrition). Suspended all bloggin n postin. Hopefully I can see the light at the end of the tunnel in December. I fear fainting or falling asleep in lectures. God how did I end up like this?

Life is a piss bowl. The group members for my large assignment pissing me off, the assignments keep on piling and the exams encroachin.

To all the people in similar situations. Kudos for persevering!
BEST OF LUCK IN ALL YOUR ASSIGNMENTS AND EXAMS!

A simple image of hate burns in my heart. Where did it come from? When will the fire consume it? TRAGEDY! That's what it is. An embodiment of death and despair has been stored in my heart! I cry... dry tears, full of remorse and regret. Who is it that did this? I look at the mirror... The culprit stares back, an evil smile hanging on his face.

Must b getting really lazy. Have stopped writing stories by the day. Now all I do is brood over one really long one. Where has my will gone for vacation? Is it coming back? Don't desert me!

I can't believe it. I finally lost all my desire to be top at everything. Thank God! all this is over. No more guilt or envy, just ignorance and bliss. Isn't life wonderful?

Will eventually get around transfering my posts here. Am lazy

Besides, time will end soon for me, why not enjoy it while it lasts.

Nowadays the world has gone so wacky that both the strong and weak have a 50-50 chance of survival =S Gone are the glory days where population could be controlled by nature. Now we need the pill, condoms, vasectomies, etc

Poor poor earth...We all gona die! panic! So wat? why must we panic? death comes in different shapes and sizes, I hope mine's a 46 coz I find the others a bit too cramped for my feet... haha

Leavin u ppl wid a thought:
I see many trees in the forest, yet only one is worth conserving. Why?

Don't you just love it....
Well it hasn't been the partying, lewd acts life I expected from what all the teen movies suggest. It was depressing. All my hopes of a simple life ruined! Now I struggle just to keep up with the lecturers. They cover quite a lot in a lecture. Usually, in my physics unit 3 chapters covered, chem 1 chapter, maths 1 chapter. Dats a lot considering these are thick texts I am referring to.

On the plus side... I learn lots more in a short amount of time. I learnt I cannot study at night if I want to wake up early in the morning, time management is essential for a relaxing life, games and study don't go together, There is a light at the end of the tunnel (I hope its true!). With these I end my thoughts.

As you can see, all the work is draining my inspiration
Hope all goes well!

It all started with me waking up at 5 am. A feat I achieved for the second time this year and am proud of it! Did the usual: shower to kill the sleep, some wasabi to boost my alertness, prayers (I do pray, though I have lost most of my faith I still keep some handy... just in case). Then comes the cereal bowl filled with the generic goodness of rice bubbles. Oops, got another one of those black crud they pass as rice. Oh well food is food. In it goes in my mouth. Yummm. Then its once to the bus stop. This is when I hav my morning jog! I am lazy so this contributes to the little exercise I do (apart from walking a couple of kilometres!). Its pre-dawn, there is just enough light to make out what is infront of you. The sky has this warm soft light radiating through it. All is silence (not total silence, I need some noise!). I have the radio turned on in my mobile as I wait just as two other ppl had been doing before me. The bus comes on the dot. Its a first for me. Usually either the bus comes too early or too late for me. The bus is appreciably filled for an early morning one. There I was listening to the radio (the morning news) while watching the landscape around me change from building to park to building. I truly enjoyed watching the sky burst into colours. It went from a dull grey to flaming red and eventually a soft yellow glow. The city in the morning is quite a sight to see. Its nearly deserted and the glow of the incandescent lights coupled with the red glare of the rising sun provide a spectacular effect! The shadows of the early brids trailing along their masters, the tiny beacons of the rare cars in the road, and the songs of the birds triggered by the dawn. It was calm and comforting. For anyone wanting to enjoy the same experience, take the early morning bus atleast half an hour before dawn (in my case at 6.10 am). I truly enjoyed the relaxation offered by the simple things in life which I never new I missed until I couldn't have them.

"We enjoy most the things we miss!"